Maria Erika

Last night I couldn't sleep and tonight I caught myself counting the car passing out in the street, I can see the light in our celing.

All thoughts and worries about the futher is keeping me up. Tonight I'm blogging while drinking my tea in hope to sleep but last night I made a list. A new year list. I do it every year but I always fails with them. But this time I was thinking to make it "easier" normally I put up lose weigt, not how much or how to lose it. This year I wrote goals and promises, and leads me to my next problem I had last night. What's the different, I mean losing weigt is that a promise or a goal?

My conclusion was goals a a one time thing and promises something I need to change. I have no idea if I'm completly lost but I think I got it sorted out.

 

For example:

 

Goals:

Get a job

make an 10km race

and be able to make 100squats in a row

 

Promises:

eat vegetarian atleast one day a week

think more about the environement

Try to find a calme and confidance in me

 

Many of my goals are walking hand in hand but I think I also need to make a list how to achive all my goals and promises.

Well we will see how my year is going to turn out. If I will have enough will power (is that a word?) and if I will be able to push myself to become better.